The Words Of A Man
My Time - My Space - My Universe
Friday, January 06, 2012
Purpose
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Friday, May 21, 2010
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Remember Me...
As the switch fell
Light turned to dark
You pulled me close and kissed me
All of the world was forgotten
Your lips were like honey
I held you close
The seconds turned to minutes
I wanted nothing more
Never to let go of your grasp
Hold on to the thought
Something more and real
I told you just a kiss
Pursuing not your body
Of all things desired
A moment together again
Yet a kiss was all
I asked and you gave
Yet I could have taken hold
Held you down in lust
Knowing you would have given
Your body was a temple to me
I could not disgrace my temple
Tearing at threads and buttons
All the while wanting more
Knowing that kiss was the last
Now I lay me down alone
You would never share my bed again
A piece of my life is gone
A chapter writen and torn out
The knowledge of you being home again
Close enough to bring you back
For why would I bring back
What does not want me anymore
All was only a short while
Knowing you needed help
I could not give you peace
Only attempt to comfort
Never enough to keep you near
Leaving the scent and feel of you
The memory of your beautiful body
Laying in my arms through the night
The only good thing left in me
Engulfing my days in pain
I miss you here and now
But I am just a faint star in your sky
Burning out in time
Left to implode in my own space
Remember me
Please...
5:30AM
Valentines Day 07
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
When
A meaningless fling of two bodies wrapped in drugs
As you move away you show no remorse
Leaving whats left of a fragile man, torn apart
The feeling of knowning that I was a good escape
A few kind words, a few packs, a few laughs
Still wishing I knew the key to get inside
What did I miss, where did I go wrong, a total mistake
And to think that I put in so much, to get so little
To be left here alone knowing that she will call
Just for a lift, a few more points, a few more rides
And all in all its just a big mess with me in the middle
You scream out for help and talk of wanting it all to end
The moment someone trys to help you close off like a vault
Scared of the moment, of the feeling, what is it?
To be hurting, to be yurning, yet love can not bend
And through it all I will be there again and again
I will sit and listen, and boil it down amd stake it in
I will try and try and try only to drown
In self defeat and loathing wondering when... when... when...
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Lost
Lost in a sea of thought on a ship made of space and a paddle of time, I wander. Floating trough a colorless world, wanting nothing more than a few hours away from surreal nature of this place, away from the fragments of images, I lie. As the waves rock my boat, splashes of memories and to-be's enter my vessel, weighing me down like iron chains clad to my shoulders and neck. But I venture on, without moving, without feeling, without being. And as the waves crash and pull my ship one way and another, the splashes turn to puddles and overwhelm me. This is where I lay me down; this is where all will be lost. Now, as I fall through this sea of thought, I drown in an empty void, only wanting to escape the one thing that I can not flee from... my own mind.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Acidic Dreams
Contrast the sparkel of some unknown light
The twinkeling of a star on the range
Leaves me with visage so strange
With the way the colors blend
Time begins to twist and bend
My perception of what is bona fide
Enhanced by Lysergic Diethylamide
